~TRUST~

This feeling, these vibes are so much closer to me

Without these my life can never ever be free

Yes I did it again,

I enjoy being in pain...

Trust as a word is such a fab

then why it is defined for me as back stab

Everytime I put my faith on someone

Seems its time for wounds to be redone

Yes I did it again

I enjoy being in pain...

Life is insane and life is numb

I am cheated everytime and yet still I am dumb

Why cant I be practical and why I have to think from heart

In this selfish world, everyone plays, for their good and everyone is smart

But I love this blood and I love this rain

Yes I did it again

I enjoy being in pain...

I promise to

myself that I will change from now on

Only the ones who have been tested will be there and everyone else is gone

I have decided my path and who should be in my lane

I will be practical now, so that I don't have to say again

Yes I did it again

I enjoy being in pain...